July 1, 2010 - Email
Message - Jim.
Hi. I am looking for someone to rent a room in my place in San Diego now.
The Japanese student who was renting the room went back to Japan.
This is the link with all the information.
http://sandiegocaliforniaevents.com/aaaa-move-to-japan-brentwood-condominiums-room-for-rent.htm
If you know anyone who may be interested please send email when you can.
Howie. |
 July 4, 2010 -
Independence Day party at our house, Ando
Town, Nara, Japan.Hanging
out before the party. |
 Hanging
out with the neighbors. |
 Really
fun party. |
 Getting
ready to do fireworks. |
 Fireworks. |
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July 1, 2010 - Email
Message - Ikuko. Hi. I think it is not going
to rain on Sunday now. I want to make a BBQ party for you and your family. I
really want your parents to come. Probably the party will be in the afternoon
around 3 pm until the early evening. We are going to make teriyaki chicken,
potato salad, and serve wine. We will purchase some fireworks for the
Independence Day holiday. If you and your family can bring some other side
dishes and beer it would be very nice. It seems like the Summer is going to
finish soon. I spent many months working on this house. I want to enjoy a lot of
time with you this Summer. Howie.
July 4, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I am going to be alone with the baby today.
Akiko is going out to look for a job.
I think you are working the entire day.
It would be nice to see you.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 5, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I am going to try to meet with you then.
I am a little drunk and extremely tired.
Recently I cannot sleep.
I am up in the middle of the night working.
Today was very hot again.
Compared to San Diego this is a very difficult place.
Anyway need to take a shower and relax a little bit.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 5, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I was asleep and woke up now because of itching.
Really not sure if I can do another Summer in Japan.
The problem is I am very active and like to be outside.
Then I really get many mosquito bites.
Many Japanese people stay in the house much of the Summer and it is not a
problem.
In San Diego the temperatures are nice the entire year and no mosquitos.
In thirty years in San Diego no mosquito bites.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 5, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I really wanted to see you last night.
Was really not feeling good.
Hopefully you can understand.
Decided to take kusuri for my legs and was able to sleep the entire night.
My energy is better today and I am going to do the last difficult project in the
house.
I need to take out the kitchen sink and cabinet and fill holes in the floor to
keep bugs from entering the house.
It will take until tonight.
I really want to do many things with you.
I want to be close with you in many ways.
I want to do business with you.
I really want to see you.
Planning to begin working soon.
It would be nice if you can send email when you are on the train.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 6, 2010 - Email
Message - Jim.
Hi. I wanted to chat with you guys but got caught up in house repairs again.
There was a cockroach in the kitchen. There is a space in the floor behind the
sink. Was supposed to be an end of the Summer project. Akiko did not see the
cockroach but kinda freaked out to know it was in the house. Decided to do the
project this week. Anyway made an awesome fourth of July party with the family
and neighbors. Tons of fun and we did fireworks in the street. Planning to post
pictures soon. Hopefully you guys are doing incredibly good. Send email when you
can.
Howie.
July 6, 2010 - Email
Message - Linda.
Hi. I wanted to chat with you guys but got caught up in house repairs again.
There was a cockroach in the kitchen. There is a space in the floor behind the
sink. Was supposed to be an end of the Summer project. Akiko did not see the
cockroach but kinda freaked out to know it was in the house. Decided to do the
project this week. Anyway made an awesome fourth of July party with the family
and neighbors. Tons of fun and we did fireworks in the street. Planning to post
pictures soon. Hopefully you guys are doing incredibly good. Send email when you
can.
Howie
July 6, 2010 - Email
Message -
Actually I cannot understand the words.
It seems like the girl is free from getting married.
She seems happy to be free of the wedding dress and being confined to a future
she does not want.
Maybe completely different meaning but it is my thinking from only looking at
the video.
Waiting for you to send email now.
July 6, 2010 - Email
Message -
Probably on Saturday but not sure now. Akiko is planning to go shopping with the
family to get something for the baby. No doubt I am jamma and not going to go
with. Tell me if you can come. |
July 8, 2010
- Email
Message - Hey Dad.
I wish I could move into the room! I'm going to SDSU this semester. I don't know
anyone that's moving out right now. Aileen's cousin might be interested, but I'm
not sure yet. The weather's been weird here lately. It's been kind of cold.
We've also had more earthquakes. How's everything in Japan? I love you and miss
you a lot.
Love,
Valerie.
July 8, 2010 - Email
Message - Jim.
Hi. I am actually getting this place finished up now. A few difficult projects
to be worked on after Summer but for now small detailed work only needs to be
finished. Friends said SD is not warm this year. Maybe global cooling. Anyway me
and Akiko will be doing a party for Shai on the 24th in Japan. Will send more
information about this but would be really cool if you guys could chat and join
us. Hopefully you are all doing well. Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 8, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I am working on the kitchen this week.
I took out all the cabinets and put in new wood and concrete.
Then caulking all the holes in the walls.
Today put in cabinets for dishes and cups.
Again my back is not good.
Took many kusuri today and then could work.
Tonight back is not good and drunk to make it feel better.
It is difficult but house almost finished for now.
From next week can be free to do many things.
Want to teach English and work out.
Want to go to many Japanese festivals.
Many things to talk with you about.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 8, 2010 - Email
Message -
Today the keisatsu make me pull off the road.
July 8, 2010 - Email
Message -
Went through the railroad tracks very quickly without waiting to look for train.
July 8, 2010 - Email
Message -
No because I was speaking only English.
Probably they were mendou kusai to deal with me.
They said to watch it next time and let me go home.
Maybe you think it is funny.
July 8, 2010 - Email
Message -
Hi. I actually was awake the entire night.
I could finish painting the kitchen.
I then shaved off all of my hair.
A few more things to do in the house and then free.
July 8, 2010 - Email
Message - Linda.
Hi. I am actually getting this place finished up now. A few difficult projects
to be worked on after Summer but for now small detailed work only needs to be
finished. Friends said SD is not warm this year. Maybe global cooling. Anyway me
and Akiko will be doing a party for Shai on the 24th in Japan. Will send more
information about this but would be really cool if you guys could chat and join
us. Hopefully you are all doing well. Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 11, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I want to send email to you earlier but the family came for dinner tonight.
I am a little drunk now and my back is really not good.
I was sleeping for a long time this afternoon.
It is unusual.
Yes it was nice to meet you and spend the afternoon together.
I am happy you like the house.
I am still thinking of many ways to make it better.
This week will begin making the school.
It will be fun to be teaching again.
I want to see you again.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
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July 12, 2010
- Happy Anniversary.
Yup, today is the seven month anniversary
since we purchased this piece of crap
property. With the exception of a few flooring projects
scheduled for after Summer when temperatures are cooler,
much of the work is now finished. All the rooms are usable
and looking pretty good. I plan to post tons of pictures
showing the progress over the last few months. It might take
some time to set this all up so hang in there. |
July 12, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ayumi.
Hi. I am doing good. A bit of a back problem this week but getting better. Today
is seven months since I bought the house. Basically finished for now with a few
projects coming up at the end of the Summer to make this place more comfortable
during the cooler months. Today me and Akiko took Shai to this free community
thingy for kids. It was really fun. Tons of housewives and lots of tits to look
at. Yup, I am a guy for sure.
Began working out again today. Already looking good because of work on the house
but planning to get in really good condition if possible. Then going to promote
my home improvement stuff to the TV stations and see if I can become famous.
Began promoting the school today. Getting lots of veggies from the garden and
making lots of new friends for the little dude. Planning an American style
birthday party for him on the 24th of this month.
Things are going good with the wife now. Things are also going good with the GF
now. Akiko pretty much knows about it but excepts everything and is happy with
her stylish house and the fact I am going to be working now. She really is a
typical Japanese wife. Getting plenty of sex now and happy.
Planning to being studying Japanese from now. Should make it much easier to be
on TV. This is the news for now. Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 12, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I was watching the full screen video again. I am doing good. A bit of a back
problem this week as you know but getting better. Today is seven months since I
bought the house. Basically finished for now with a few projects coming up at
the end of the Summer to make this place more comfortable during the cooler
months. Today me and Akiko took Shai to this free community thingy for kids. It
was really fun.
Began working out again today. Planning to get in really good condition if
possible. Then going to promote my home improvement stuff to the TV stations and
see if I can become famous.
Planning to being studying Japanese from now. Should make it much easier to be
on TV. This is the news for now. Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 12, 2010 - Email
Message -
Actually the party needs to be on the 24th. Both of the parents are working the
next weekend. Party will be early and planning to go to the fireworks with you
at night.
July 12, 2010 - Email
Message -
Nobumitsusan.
Hi. Akiko and I want to thank you for the wonderful gifts.
We want to know more about your vacation.
I am very sorry for not sending email recently.
I was very sick with bronchitis for a few weeks.
Then my back was bad from a week ago.
Still now it is not good.
I tried to work on the house but could not do many things.
We are opening the school soon but already four months late.
It is very terrible about your car hitting the pole.
We would like to pay to repair the damage when you can.
We are going to look for a good place to repair it.
Let us know when is convenient for you.
I am not online much these days but will check email every day from now and look
for your email.
Please send email when you can.
Thank you again.
Howie.
July 13, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I was drinking wine and watching a movie alone tonight in the classroom.
Movie is called The Transporter.
It is a favorite movie of mine.
This link if from China.
http://www.tudou.com/playlist/playindex.do?lid=4260160
You cannot see the whole movie but you can see the actor.
Really I think maybe I look like this actor.
He is very cool and good looking.
Yup I am a confident American.
I am thinking about you.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 14, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I am wondering if you are on the train.
Maybe you are still working.
I worked on the house this afternoon.
My back is a mess again.
Going to relax and drink tonight as usual.
Planning to be online.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 15, 2010 - Email
Message -
Hey I really want to go but Akiko is going out for the day for job interviews. I am going to be with Shai then.
I can go out with you another day if you want.
July 15, 2010 - Email
Message -
Marilyn.
Hey we found a Japanese engineering graduate student who will be renting our
place in San Diego for a couple months and plans to arrive at the condo
tomorrow. Yeah pretty incredible being in Japan for sure. Spent over half a year
working on this piece of crap house which now looks nothing like when I
purchased it. Probably going to be in Japan for quite some time. Getting ready
to go back into business again with the English school. Many new friends in the
neighborhood and definitely relaxing being in Japan. America continues to get
more and more crazy especially San Diego these days. Happy to be in the
countryside with things very simple every day. Tons of rain recently though
wreaking havoc on the garden. Akiko and I will be making a party for Shai next
week as he becomes a year old. Anyway you already know you and your family are
welcome to visit and stay with us anytime. Interested to know what you are doing
these days. Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 16, 2010 - Email
Message -
Mary Ellen.
Hi. I am mega drunk tonight. Was working in the neighbor yard again. Akiko and
Shai are probably asleep now. Getting ready to begin the school. Any chance to
actually chat with you guys. Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 20, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
HI. I was happy to see you last night.
I am really not doing good today though.
I was planning to do many things in the house today.
Then I decided to make a small fire in the neighbors yard to get rid of some old
tatami which was sitting in front of the car.
Me and Akiko were talking to the neighbor.
Then the wind became stronger and made a fire in the main pile of wood and
grass.
Spent the entire afternoon trying to get rid of the tatami and other things.
Really exhausted now.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 20, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I am feeling much better today.
I went shopping and now home.
Now Akiko and a friend are watching the kids playing.
It is very hot outside.
Really working on getting the house ready for the party.
It will be very fun.
I am really really really really happy you are coming.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
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July 21, 2010
- Earthquake.
Rock and roll. The quake, which
occurred at 6:19 in the morning local time, measured 5.0 and
was enough to wake us up and throw the Einstein coffee cups
off the shelves in the second floor classroom. The roof of
the newly constructed outside laundry room was shaking
pretty good. |
July 21, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I was able to finish the yard today.
Really not feeling good again.
Was watching a good movie and was sleeping.
I am going to do some light work in the house tomorrow.
I am looking forward to the party.
I want to see you again.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 22, 2010 - Email
Message - Jim.
Hi. I am wondering if you guys wanna chat during the birthday party for Shai
coming up. It would begin at 9pm on Friday night your time. We were thinking of
leaving the computer on and you guys could come and watch anytime. This will be
an American style party. Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 22, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ayumi.
Hi. I am getting the house ready for an American style birthday party. Akiko and
I went shopping and bought tons of stuff for the party for Shai this weekend.
Actually he will turn one years old on Friday. Pretty much the house is finished
at least for now. It is really comfortable and really nice. Wanted you to come
to the party but some things cannot go the way you want. Send email when you
can.
Howie.
July 22, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I want you to do what is going to make you happy.
You are very important to me but your happiness is more important to me.
If you cannot come then going to keep the party going until late at night and
maybe you can come and I can see you.
Many people cannot come.
It is sad but shoganai thing.
Really not feeling good recently but spending a lot of time preparing for the
party.
I really want everyone in your family to come.
Send email about this now if you can.
Howie.
July 22, 2010 - Email
Message -
Now my elbow is not good.
It is difficult to use the mouse on the computer.
I need to do many things in the house before the weekend.
I am not going to give up and still going to do a lot of work.
I really want to see you again. |
 July 23, 2010 -
Shai's Birthday at our house. This party was for
only us.Shai
became a year old today. |
 Happy
Birthday to you. |
 Yeah
cake. |
 Go
ahead and make a mess. |
July 23, 2010 - Email
Message -
Now Akiko and the parents are in the house.
It was a difficult day again.
July 23, 2010 - Email
Message -
Yeah it seems like many people are not coming.
I think the party was not a good idea actually.
I am getting tired of being in Japan.
July 23, 2010 - Email
Message -
No it is time to make a new plan.
I can stay in Japan for three years.
It will be a good experience.
I am going to focus on making money and then sell the house and move back home
in a few years.
July 23, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I am reading your email now.
Anyone is welcome to come.
Maybe you can come early and drink together.
Send email when you can.
Howie. |
|
 July 24, 2010 -
Shai's Birthday party at our house. Akiko
made two cakes. An American style cake and a Japanese style
cake representing both cultures. Pretty
much all the neighbors showed up. It
was a really nice party.Shai
playing with new toys before the party. |
 Shai
playing again. |
 Shai
playing again. |
 Shai
playing again. |
 My
family was with us in spirit. |
 Party
room. |
 Akiko
made two cakes. An American style cake and a Japanese style
cake representing both cultures. |
 Us
with family. |
 Us. |
 Us
with family. |
 Pretty
much all the neighbors showed up. |
 It
was a really nice party. |
July 24, 2010 - Email
Message - Jim, Linda.
Hi. Me and Akiko were really happy to chat with you guys during the party. Hey
sorry about all the noise. There were actually 22 people going in and out of
this small house. Shai really seemed to enjoy himself. Anyway it is almost 100
degrees today and we are all really uncomfortable. Definitely hoping to make
some money and move back to SD within the next few years. Send email when you
can.
Howie, Akiko.
July 24, 2010 - Email
Message -
Hey I am wondering if you and your family want to get together again tonight for
an early dinner.
There is some extra chicken for the BBQ.
There is also a lot of extra dessert.
Maybe we could do a pot luck.
Send email and tell me if you want to do this.
July 25, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I was happy to see you last night.
I was quiet because of thinking about many things.
I came to Japan and put a lot of effort into the house to make a good situation.
I thought things would be good.
I wanted a good situation with Akiko and the family but things are really not
working.
Akiko is not happy.
From now I am going to focus on career and personal things.
I want to spend more time with you.
I want you to teach Japanese to me and then I can be successful and stay in
Japan onegai shimasu.
Really I am thinking about you more and more.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 26, 2010 - Email
Message -
Hi. I wanted send email to you before getting into the morning routine.
I am working out every day now.
It will not be easy for the next couple weeks.
I need to get used to it again.
I want to set some times when you and I can study together.
It would be nice if you can send email when you are on the train.
I am thinking about you.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 26, 2010 - Email
Message -
Hi. I am really happy you want to teach Japanese.
I can easily learn on my own but it is a good reason for us to meet.
I want to see you and it is a good way to explain our meeting.
I can meet you at your house.
I can ride the bike and then we can drink a little together.
It will be nice to spend time with your family.
We can find a good time during the week which is convenient for you.
Maybe an evening every week.
Possibly the weekend.
I went hiking this week and plan to go again this afternoon.
I am working out a lot now including bike riding.
I am thinking about you.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 27, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I am going hiking at a local mountain now.
Going to send email to you tonight.
I am thinking about you.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 28, 2010 - Email
Message -
Yes the mountain was good.
Working out a lot now.
House is basically finished for now.
Focusing on me and getting better many things.
Thinking about you again.
July 29, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I am doing good today.
Actually no hangover.
Was drinking a lot because many things on my mind.
Many changes are coming from now.
I am trying to finish many small projects this weekend.
I am getting ready for Akiko working full time.
Now the house is good for Shai.
Many places for him to play and many things to do now.
Anyway the NPO is in Nara.
Really do not know much more.
I think very soon maybe we can meet more.
I am thinking about you.
Send email when you can.
Howie
July 30, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I was working on staining upstairs today.
My back is not good but need to finish a lot since from next week cannot work in
the house a lot.
Tonight we are taking Shai to see the fireworks.
Maybe can meet everyone tomorrow.
Send email when you can.
Howie. |
Onbara Festival and
Fireworks
July 31, 2010
- Onbara Festival and
Fireworks at Mimoro Mountain,
Miwa, Sakurai, Nara, Japan. |
 Shai
on the train. |
 Shai
thinks he is driving the train. |
 Us
on the train. |
 Heading
to the small town on a one line track. |
 Train
was packed with people. |
 Small
town train station. |
 Walking
in the small town on the way to the fireworks. |
 Yup
we bought beer from this vending machine. |
 Packed
with people. |
 A
few girls trying to hit on Shai. |
 Yatai
(food stand) selling octopus balls, um not what you think.
These are little batter balls with a chunk of octopus
inside. Pretty much a standard sale item at these events.
You can see the octopus in the foreground. |
 Sun
setting in the background. |
 Some
food we bought. |
 Shai
getting ready to watch the fireworks. |
 We
found our watching spot. |
 Us. |
 Me
and the little dude. |
 Me
and the little dude. |
 Akiko
and the little dude. |
 Akiko
and the little dude. |
 Us. |
 Us. |
 Grand
finale. |
 Shai
on the train ride home. |
 Shai
on the train ride home. |
 Some
people we met on the train. |
 Shai
really enjoyed himself. |
 July
31, 2010 - Nara Park Light Up Event (Tokae). This is the fifth time to stay in Japan
but the first time to go to this event. Called Tokae, this
nighttime event features the lighting of 10,000 candles
throughout Nara Park with a stage at one end of the park
where a jazz band performed. As usual many yatai (food
stalls) were set up selling anything from takoyaki (fried
octopus) to French fries. Nice event, but while eating, spent
half of the time pushing away a few of the estimated 1,200
deer roaming the park looking for an easy meal. |
July 31, 2010 - Email
Message -
Really fun. I know Akiko was really happy because I pretty much do everything.
It is easy for her anytime.
For sure it was fun for Shai.
He was really good.
Met many new people and took lots of pictures.
Going to post them online and you can see them.
July 31, 2010 - Email
Message -
Tonight I purchased beer from a vending machine close to the fireworks.
Now I am drinking wine.
I want you to see the pictures.
July 31, 2010 - Email
Message -
It was the next station after Sakurai.
Was drinking a few beers really early.
Then ate a lot of food.
Was not drunk at all when driving tonight.
July 31, 2010 - Email
Message -
Yes. Today I was staining wood upstairs.
Planning to finish tomorrow.
The classroom is looking really good now.
I am going to begin teaching soon.
I want you and your family to come to the classes.
I can begin teaching you for free until actual students begin coming.
It will be fun for you guys and good practice for me now.
I am a member of an online education site.
I am planning to set up the camera while I am teaching to let the students join
the class for free.
They can only listen though and not participate.
This is why the classes will be free for the online students.
When I become more popular on the education site then can get money from the
students.
Can set a schedule for you guys to come every week.
Maybe the weekend is better.
Anyway working on the site while sending you email.
It might take a few minutes to send email to you.
Want you to wait anytime if you can. |
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July 1, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko.
Hi. I think it is not going to rain on Sunday now.
I want to make a BBQ party for you and your family.
I really want your parents to come.
Probably the party will be in the afternoon around 3 pm until the early evening.
We are going to make teriyaki chicken, potato salad, and serve wine.
We will purchase some fireworks for the Independence Day holiday.
If you and your family can bring some other side dishes and beer it would be
very nice.
It seems like the Summer is going to finish soon.
I spent many months working on this house.
I want to enjoy a lot of time with you this Summer.
I want to spend time with you and your family and spend time alone with you.
I want to see you as much as possible.
I am thinking about you throughout the day when I am working.
I want to see you and hold you again.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 2, 2010 - Email Messages -
Hey I want to meet you now.
July 3, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko.
Hi. I would like to tell everyone in your family to come between 2 and 3 pm
tomorrow.
The party can go into the evening.
We are going to do the party even if it is raining.
Send email when you can.
Howie. ********
Ikuko.
Hi. I think you should not worry.
She is not coming.
Anyway agreed not to do sex anymore.
Send email when you can.
Howie. ********
Ikuko.
Hi. I sent email to your computer.
Read it when you can.
Family came for dinner tonight.
Want to know if you received email about tomorrow.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 4, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko.
Hi. I was really happy to spend the day with you and your family.
It was a very nice party.
Really difficult to see you and not hold you and kiss you.
I want to see you tonight very much but maybe too many people around.
I am thinking about you very much.
Send email when you can.
Howie. ******** Ikuko. Hi. I was happy to make a party for everyone this
holiday.Even though it was not in America it made me feel very good to be around
family and close friends. I begin to feel more and more I am in your family.
Anytime everyone is laughing and happy. I want to be around you and your family.
It would be nice to meet tonight. I want to see the drunk cumko. If drinking
though you cannot drive. Anyway I am going to do many small things around the
house today. I am thinking about you. Send email when you can. Howie.
July 5, 2010 - Email Messages -
Yes maybe better not tonight.
I am already falling asleep.
Recently sleeping only a few hours every night because of mosquito bites and
warm.
Can barely work in the house now.
Can try and meet another night this week.
Maybe alone in the house this weekend.
Good chance to be alone with you.
Send email when you can.
July 6, 2010 - Email Messages -
Yes she is very really.
Recently I am thinking about you and making love to you.
I am not sure you want to do it.
At the party it was difficult to see you.
I wanted to hold you and be inside you.
Cannot know what to do with you.
You make me crazy.
I want to know what you think. ********
Howie.
I am really thinking about you everyday. ou said anytime you like me and make you crazy..
It is very happy for me. You can do with me whatever you want.
Because I really like you. ********
This weekend I might be alone in the house.
I really want you to come over.
I want to make love to you and hold you.
Even thinking about it makes me crazy.
It is a fantasy for me to be alone with you and not in your car.
I want to feel you and be close to you.
I think it will bring us even closer together.
You are very pretty.
I want to see you this weekend if you can. ********
No because I am going to take Akiko and pick her up.
It is no problem.
If neighbors see you then going to say you are now teaching Japanese.
Was not planning to see you tonight but losing control thinking about you now.
********
Ikuko.
Hey I need you to take a chance with me.
You know the way we feel about each other.
Many years you are gaman many things.
It is the same for me.
If we do not take a chance and be close to each other then we are both sad.
You know this.
I want to be close to very much.
I cannot control myself and want to see you now.
Howie. ********
Can go now. Please wait in the back of your car. Going to see you soon. Until
then.
July 8, 2010 - Email Messages -
Hey I think Akiko knows about you and me now. ********
Tonight I was saying I am going to not go walking tonight.
It is because of my back.
Akiko said you are not going to do furin tonight then.
I said yes.
Then she said it is shogania thing now.
For many months I want to make nice home for family and for her.
Even though working a lot she cannot give me the things I want.
She is good if a can get from another woman.
It is strange but maybe good.
Can see you more and more now. ********
Now I cannot sleep.
Maybe sleeping and I say your name.
This situation is becoming difficult.
Many ways now I want to go home.
Send email when you can. ********
Ikuko.
Hi. I actually was awake the entire night.
I could finish painting the kitchen.
I then shaved off all of my hair.
A few more things to do in the house and then free.
I want to see you this weekend.
I really really really really like you.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 9, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko.
Hey I know our situation is difficult.
It is true we both like each other very much.
Maybe could be a problem but we need to take a chance to be together.
If anyone sees you come to the house I am going to say you are teaching Japanese
to me.
We can say we are doing language exchange.
I am teaching you English and you are teaching me Japanese.
We need to do this.
We can try to hide but we need to do the things which are good for us.
I am thinking this entire week about being alone with you.
This thinking is making me really crazy.
I am going to be alone in the afternoon.
I am gong to send email to your cell phone.
I am going to leave the entry gate open for you.
I am going to leave the door to the house open for you.
Simply come in immediately when you come to the house.
If anyone sees you then we will explain about language exchange.
Please do not worry about anything.
It is going to be good.
Send email with your thinking when you can.
Howie. ********
Hey I am really happy about this information.
Akiko does not tell anything.
I want to experience your culture.
I want to experience you.
I cannot get you out of my mind.
I want to see you. ********
Need to see you hold you kiss you tonight. When. ********
Now I am going to take a shower but you can come now if you want.
Please leave the outside gate open.
The front door is not locked and you can come in.
See you in a little bit then. ********
Now is good.
Maybe I can meet you outside.
Then it does not look like we are hiding something.
If anyone asks then you are the beginning student in the school.
Send email if you want to meet outside then.
July 11, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko.
Hi. I wanted to see your butt not your hip.
It is simply because it makes me excited.
I really do not want any shy things between us now.
I was in relationship before with many shy things.
It was not good because could not be close enough.
You should not worry so much about showing yourself anytime.
Everyone has some shy point about themselves they do not like.
It is better to think and be free.
Hopefully you can understand all this.
Tonight I watched a favorite movie.
It is a Japanese movie called Cyborg She.
It is a love story.
Maybe someday I can watch it with you.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 12, 2010 - Email Messages -
Yes I want to see your oshiri.
It is beautiful.
You are too much shy.
There is no reason to be like this.
Want to experience everything with you.
Maybe you put too many limits on yourself and us.
You need to be more free and not think too much.
Then you and I can experience really good feeling together for sure.
You should listen to this.
I want to see you again. ********
Yes I enjoyed with you for sure. It was nice to inside you. It was nice to be
naked and talk to you. Try to be more free if you can. ********
Hey I want to be inside you now.
July 13, 2010 - Email Messages -
Now I want to be inside you. ********
Now working out every day.
Getting ready to be famous.
Need you to be manager.
You are gonna be famous.
Can be crazy together.
Woooooooo Hoooooooo.
Yeah. ********
Yup crazy for you and maybe too crazy for you and you cannot see me anymore
because crazy. Maybe you should meet soon. It seems like a long time since we
met. Maybe you think this. ********
Yup, maybe strangest in the world.
I am happy with my way even nobody can understand anytime.
If you walk in rain with me then you will change. ********
Ikuko.
Hi. I really cannot believe all this rain today.
Now my garden is a mess and need to go out and do some work.
I am thinking about you a lot today.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 15, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko.
Hi. I wanted to make some comments concerning the email you sent about Ayumi
last night.
I think you need to consider a few things.
Ayumi is basically a very nice person.
She already obtained a masters degree in business and is a very good worker.
The fact she really likes sex is simply her personality and a way she can relax.
I think sex is not important to you and maybe you cannot understand about this.
For example you are a smoker.
It is expensive and not good for you and others around you but you continue
anyway.
I am very against smoking but try not to judge you.
I continue to see you.
Everyone does something to get them though every day.
Existence is difficult for many people and they do things to make it easier for
them.
Would be nice if you could understand this.
I like sex same as Ayumi but still you like me and want to meet.
I want you to think about all this.
I want to know your thinking.
Send email when you can.
Howie. ********
Ikuko.
Hi. I want sex with you because I like you very much.
If only wanting feeling of cum then can do myself.
Many times now we are alone together.
I am not crazy with you because I already know you do not really like sex.
It is shoganai thing for a relationship with you.
It does not change anything in my mind.
I like you very much.
You already know this.
Recently though I am trying not to be intimate with you because you are not
comfortable with it.
It is nice to talking to you anytime though.
Send email when you can.
Howie. ********
Ikuko.
Hi. I want to experience the younger you.
I know you are a passionate woman because of the way you kiss.
Maybe you do not make love many times in the last few years and you changed your
thinking.
I want you to be free with me anytime.
I want you to enjoy many things with me now.
I want you to enjoy making love and talking and spend time together.
I want you to be more free.
I do not want you to think a lot.
You can feel good with me in many ways if you want.
Howie. ********
Hey I can feel a lot of passion from kissing you anytime.
You are very good.
I want to make love to you anytime.
Really do not want you to be shy about anything with me.
You think to much about your oshiri and many shy things.
I am older now and many things I am shy about but do not think about when I am
with you.
I want to be free with you and not think about those things.
For everyone there is something they do not like about themselves.
It is better not to think about those things.
You and I need to except each other the way we are.
If there is too much thinking then cannot enjoy being together.
Please do not think anymore.
Be free and happy.
I want to be with you.
Send email when you can.
Howie. ********
It means you don't want to meet and make love with me anymore. ********
Anytime women around set many limits.
Thinking too much and cannot be free.
Cannot be with this type anymore.
Going to lose everything about myself because need to set same limit as wife and
girlfriend.
I want to be with someone who is not scared to be free.
Someone who can enjoy every day without thinking a lot.
Really you can do it but you worry about everything.
You should find someone who can fit with your level.
Yappari definitely I am really a lot for you and you cannot accept it.
Really going to look for someone for you from now. ********
Hi. I am very tired.
Especially Japanese women seem to worry about everything.
I am not looking for perfect.
It does not exist in this world.
I am not perfect.
Many things I really do not like about me but trying to be better anytime.
Really trying to look better and think better.
You are beautiful to me because I like you very much.
Some of my girlfriends were very beautiful.
Some of my girlfriends were not beautiful.
Even their families say they are not beautiful.
It does not matter to me anyone thinking.
If beautiful in my mind it is all which matters.
It is all which is important to me.
If you are beautiful to me for sure you should accept it and be happy now.
Howie.
July 16, 2010 - Email Messages -
Hey I am waiting for you to come to preschool now.
Cannot wait long now.
Send email when ou can.
July 17, 2010 - Email Messages -
Hi. I am coming to see you cum now.
July 18, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko.
Hi. I want to see you and I want to keep good feeling between us anytime.
The fact is I need to be in a relationship with someone who can give me
everything as much as possible.
Many times I am with someone including Akiko who cannot give me many things.
It is sad and frustrating.
Really want to be a team with my wife.
I am very motivated and want to do many things.
Cannot be with someone who is satisfied with normal.
Want to be with someone is motivated and wants to experience many things.
I think I am too much for you anytime.
I think I would make you tired all the time if we are together.
This is why I am saying I cannot know what to do with you when we meet.
I am thinking and feeling the same about you.
Nothing changed.
I am simply worried about being with someone who cannot handle me now.
Send email when you can.
Howie ********
Ikuko.
Hi. I was hoping you would send email about meeting this afternoon. I am
thinking about couple situation anytime. I want to meet you anytime but worried
it is getting to be a lot for you. Now it seems you are worried about everyone
around you and I think recently I am making you tired. My energy level and yours
are very different. When I am with someone it is the same anytime. This is why
it is difficult to find someone who is good fit for me. If they stay with me for
awhile then they get tired because of energy difference. A few times girlfriend
was same as me and it was really nice. Many differences between you and me and
it is something to think about. This is why I was talking about not meeting. It
is not meeting you but meeting in the car and being intimate. It seems I want
more from you anytime and it makes you tired. Was waiting for you to send email
but maybe you do not want to meet this afternoon now. Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 22, 2010 - Email Messages -
Hey I really like you.
Now I am with you in my mind.
I am crazy about you.
July 23, 2010 - Email Messages -
Actually I am happy about many things.
I am not happy about my marriage now. ********
Now Akiko is a chef, a maid, and someone to look after my son.
It would be better to be with someone who acts like a woman and hire someone to
do all the things she is doing now.
July 24, 2010 - Email Messages -
Hi. I was really happy to see you tonight.
July 25, 2010 - Email Messages -
Anytime is good.
Come soon if you want.
Hey you looked really pretty today.
July 28, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko.
Hi. I sent this email to your computer.
I am trying to work on small things today because my back is not good.
Recently working out to make my back better.
I really want to begin working on business and my Internet sites from next
month.
I want to meet you many times at your house.
It is good to meet in your car as girlfriend sometimes and then we can kiss and
hug.
Good to meet at your house as friend and can study and talk about business
together.
If everyone can see us as friends then maybe easier to meet and be close.
Now I am thinking about you.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
July 29, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko.
Hi. I am really happy you want to take me out but now you asked me the same
thing many times.
I am the type of man who is not good to be pushed into a decision.
I told you many times I need to wait to know exactly when Akiko is going to work
because I need to watch Shai now.
I cannot make plans with you too far in the future now.
If I can go out probably I would know only a few days before.
Hopefully you can understand about this.
Please make plans “with kids，with friends，with coworker，with bosses…and so on”
and enjoy your Summer.
Talk to you again.
Howie. ********
Ikuko.
Hi. I want to tell you Akiko found a job today.
She will be working for an NPO beginning on Monday.
The hours are Monday thru Friday from 9 am to 5 pm.
She will be leaving the house at 8 am and coming home around 6 pm.
I can go drinking with you on the weekend sometime this Summer.
I want you to know something.
I really really really really like you.
The fact is I am trying not to be a problem for you.
Really trying not to push anything and to keep a bit distant.
If I could then I would be with you every day.
Even when I am not with you I am thinking about you anytime.
Send email when you can.
Howie. ********
Actually I wanted to celebrate but we made a little disagreement.
It was not fighting but kind of not good feeling between us tonight.
Yappari we are completely different personality.
In addition recently I am not meeting you.
I want to see you every day but cannot.
It is frustrating now. ********
Really I ask myself why I am in this situation every day.
I am in a foreign country.
I spend all my money for a house I cannot sell again.
I am with a wife who does not like me.
Now I am in a family who does not want me.
Nobody listens to my talking.
The family calling me stupid for working on neighbor property.
I am trying to protect my family anytime.
Now I cannot spend time with Akiko family.
Mou ii desu.
I am now thinking the reason for getting this house is to meet you.
I want to go to America with you and stay there now. ********
Actually the disagreement was because she answered the house phone during
dinner.
She knew it was her family.
Really do not like answering the phone during a meal anytime.
Can enjoy the meal and call back later.
Her family is important for her anytime.
Maybe you do not agree with this. ********
Actually I am worrying about Akichan and her family.
Because they got to know about us the other day....
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