May 4, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ayumi.
Hi. Akiko and I really enjoyed the BBQ party. Was really drunk but was able to
get up early and finish the garden. Today is more work on the laundry room in
the back. Really getting tan already for Summer. Send email when you can.
Howie.
May 4, 2010 - Email
Message -
Keeko.
Hi. Akiko and I plan to meet you at the coffee shop between 10 and 11 am. Please
send email if you can still meet. Talk to you again.
Howie.
May 5, 2010 - Email
Message -
Hi. I was working today and really messed up my elbow. Now cannot do many
things. Trying to finish house work. My wife is very cold. She does not worry
about me anytime. I am very sad again. I know you worry about me. For sure you
make me feel good. I am waiting for you to send email again.
May 5, 2010 - Email
Message -
Now elbow very bad. Cannot do many things but trying to finish work in the
house. Wife does not think about me. She does not appreciate anything. Do not
want to stay with her now.
May 5, 2010 - Email
Message -
Now I need you to understand many things. Maybe I am strange and different from
everyone. People do not feel anymore. They simply exist and wait until they are
gone. It is sad. The world if filled with wonderful things. People do not see
anything around them. Many beautiful things they cannot see and feel. It is sad
because I cannot connect with anyone anymore. Want you to understand this.
May 6, 2010 - Email
Message - Jim.
Hi. We are getting totally slammed with rain today. Good thing the garden was
finished a few days before. Akiko and I will be joining the work force once
again. She plans to work a regular job for awhile and the house is finished
enough to begin getting students for the English school within the next couple
weeks. Hopefully you guys are doing well. Send email when you can.
Howie.
May 6, 2010 - Email
Message - Linda.
Hi. We are getting totally slammed with rain today. Good thing the garden was
finished a few days before. Akiko and I will be joining the work force once
again. She plans to work a regular job for awhile and the house is finished
enough to begin getting students for the English school within the next couple
weeks. Hopefully you guys are doing well. Send email when you can.
Howie.
May 13, 2010 - Email
Message -
Yes the classroom and office almost finished. Will be teaching soon.
May 13, 2010 - Email
Message -
Now classroom is in front of house. It looks really good. English is very
important. Happy to be teaching again.
May 14, 2010 - Email
Message -
Anytime I can feel very much from everything. Today I was driving and a bird hit
the window of my car. Then I went back to get the bird before a car would hit
the bird. Now the bird is happy and in the house. Then I am going to set the
bird free. It was very sad but then happy. I want you to understand everything
about me if you can.
May 16, 2010 - Email
Message - Jim.
Hi. I think you guys want to chat on Monday SD time which would be Tuesday in
Japan. Me and Akiko need to take Shai for a shot that day. Already cancelled a
couple times because he was sick. Next weekend works for us though or doing the
Sunday in SD and the Monday for us. Anyway, the house is now totally usable and
looking really good. This was four months of working almost every day from early
morning until night. Planning to post all the exciting details and pictures of
this project. Now the classroom is finished and can begin accepting students.
The garden is doing really well and should produce plenty of food. This year the
temperatures in Japan were much cooler and resulted in high food prices now.
Cabbage is selling for 3 to 5 dollars a head. The garden should offset much of
our food costs. Hopefully you guys are doing well. Send email when you can.
Howie.
May 16, 2010 - Email
Message - Linda.
Hi. I think you guys want to chat on Monday SD time which would be Tuesday in
Japan. Me and Akiko need to take Shai for a shot that day. Already cancelled a
couple times because he was sick. Next weekend works for us though or doing the
Sunday in SD and the Monday for us. Anyway, the house is now totally usable and
looking really good. This was four months of working almost every day from early
morning until night. Planning to post all the exciting details and pictures of
this project. Now the classroom is finished and can begin accepting students.
The garden is doing really well and should produce plenty of food. This year the
temperatures in Japan were much cooler and resulted in high food prices now.
Cabbage is selling for 3 to 5 dollars a head. The garden should offset much of
our food costs. Hopefully you guys are doing well. Send email when you can.
Howie.
May 17, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ayumi.
Hi. I am drunk again. Akiko is the same as boring Japanese. I spend tons of
money and work every day on this fucking house. Many problems including elbow
now. Akiko cannot show any emotion. Eventually we will split and it will be good
for both. Really miss your excitement about everything in this world. I can
appreciate the way you are. Send email when you can.
Howie.
May 19, 2010 - Email
Message - Francesca.
Hi. My wife and I were happy to know you were able to work things out with the
truck. We are driving a very small car now and would be really happy if we
brought the truck to Japan. Anyway this was the release of liability which Chris
filed online months before. No doubt you will enjoy the truck for many years.
Thank you again.
Howie and Akiko Hayman.
May 19, 2010 - Email
Message -
Nobumitsusan.
Hi. Akiko and I were very happy you and your wife could come to our home for
lunch.
We would like to thank you for the beer, cake, delicious fruit, and socks for
Shai.
The pictures you sent were very nice.
I am going to send pictures another time.
Now I continue to be very busy working on the house.
I would like to get together with you again soon.
Please send email when you can.
Howie.
May 22, 2010 - Email
Message -
Hi. I am waiting for dinner to be ready. Today the family is coming for dinner.
Going to try to be online tonight. I was happy to see you today. Send email when
you can.
May 23, 2010 - Email
Message -
Really tired but wanted to exchange email with you tonight. Actually today was
doing laundry room in the house. It is a difficult project. Then Akiko family
came to the house. They bought a car and now can easily com to the house. I was
not happy because working. Anytime the family is a problem for the relationship.
Really want to see you again. It makes me happy to know you are there for me
anytime. You are very important. Send email when you can.
May 25, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I am probably going to do light work today. My shoulders and neck are kind
of messed up. It is not warm today. Send email when you can.
Howie
May 31, 2010 - Email
Message -
Ikuko.
Hi. I went running and walking the last couple days. I could barely make it up
the stairs tonight but I wanted to send you email. Send email when you can.
Howie.
May 31, 2010 - Email
Message -
Hi. I am going to try to stay online but difficult to stand and sit now. My legs
are not good. Was able to work today but if was not easy. Want to see you soon
again.
May 31, 2010 - Email
Message -
Actually I enjoyed very much. I was happy your okaachan was very nice to bring
food. It was nice to spend time with good friends. Nice to see you anytime.
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May 3, 2010 - Email Messages - Ikuko. Hi. I was happy to see you today. Send
email when you can. Howie. ********
Hey I am going to see you tomorrow again. ********
I am worry about you that you will drink a lot and touch me like last time you
visited my house. ********
Hi. I am not going to touch you if you do not want.
May 5, 2010 - Email Messages - Now I am listening to angry music. Maybe I am
going crazy. I need someone to understand. I am alone in this world now. I want
you to know. ********
Hey I kissed you last night. I became really katai because of kissing you. I
wanted to hug you very close and you could feel everything. Then your sister
came out and could not. Want to do it with you again. ********
Akiko is a good woman for sure.
But she does not worry about me and think anything.
I say many nice things to her.
Give her passion anytime.
She will not ever day no but she feels nothing.
She simply exists like everyone else.
Nothing is exciting for her.
Nothing makes her feel anything.
Now very lonely to be with her. ********
Yes everyone thinks we are a good couple.
We are not.
Very distant.
Maybe we stayed together because many people wanted us to split.
Maybe we tried to prove something and make it work.
We are both unhappy and talk about splitting a lot.
It is sad anytime.
May 5, 2010 - Email Messages -
Howie.
What are you doing now?
not be online now?
I'm thinking about you and worry and know if your elbow is getting better.
I like you very much.
I think about you all day today.
I want to see your smile.
It will be happy for me.
I don't want you feel so sad.
Everyday you should feel good and smiling.
It makes me happy.
You are really good person and I think you have a power to make everyone happy.
Please have confidence in yourself.
I really like your personality.
It is not so bad in this world than you think.
The people who meet you will be very happy.
I think so everyday.
I become to be very happy whenever I see you.
So I want to see you anytime.
When I became very tired, I remember your smile and when you hug, imagine what
you tell me many thing until now for example you having fun by sunshine, sound
of the rain and wind and so on because that's makes me feel so good.
I want you to know it.
I want to tell you many thing.
Ikuko. ********
I could feel katai when you hug me at BBQ. ********
Really very long and katai now.
May 7, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko.
Hi. I was really happy to talk with you and see you for a long time today. Want
to know if I can send email to your keitai tonight while you are getting drunk.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
May 9, 2010 - Email Messages -
Going outside in five minutes. ********
I want to kiss you now. I tried the other night but we could not finish. I was
really genki to touch you then. ********
Is it possible to meet outside now. ********
Hi. I want to know what you think about touching me tonight. I am waiting for
you to tell your thinking. ********
Now I am very tired. I need to sleep. I want you to touch me again if you want.
May 10, 2010 - Email Messages -
Really your hands felt very good. I wanted to cum in your hands. ********
Yes we like each other. It is not about sex. The touching is because we like
each other and can feel excitement. ********
Actually my cum is good taste for you I think. ********
Hi. I am going to sleep now. I want to kiss you again. Good night. ********
Hi. I am not sure can meet but will be online in the evening. Really tired today
but want to finish a lot of work. Talk to you again.
May 11, 2010 - Email Messages -
Hi. I wanted you to make me cum. Maybe next time then. ********
Hi. I am working now and wanted to see if you sent email. I thought maybe your
sister saw us last night. I am happy there is no problem. Tell me what time you
take lunch again. Enjoy your day. Send email if you can. ********
Hey I am going back to work on the house. I am kissing you in my mind. Send
email when you can.
May 12, 2010 - Email Messages -
going to try please wait. ********
Think about me really deep inside you now. Can sleep together this way. Send
email when you can.
May 13, 2010 - Email Messages -
Maybe should be inside you now. ********
Now I need you to understand. I can feel so much. There is nobody can feel with
me and now lonely. Need so much now and cannot get anytime. Need you to
understand everything if you can.
May 14, 2010 - Email Messages -
Now I want to be normal same as everyone else in the world. I am feeling so much
anytime. It is a problem in mind. It is easier to be like other people but
cannot do. Want you to understand about this. ********
Now I want to be happy. I want you to smile.
May 15, 2010 - Email Messages -
Already you know I like you very much. ********
This afternoon I could smell you again. It was very nice.
May 16, 2010 - Email Messages -
Hey I am waiting for you to go home and be online. You smell really good
anytime. It was nice to meet.
May 17, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko
Now I am really drunk but thinking about you. Going to try and be back online
again. Maybe crazy but really miss the way you smell. Your eyes are very
beautiful. Send email when you can.
Howie. ********
Yes going to meet you then.
May 18, 2010 - Email Messages -
Hey last night you were very nice. Really I was happy because you listened to me
and touched. You really are a nice girl. Want to see you every day. Can hug and
kiss more.
May 19, 2010 - Email Messages -
Now it seems like you are my girlfriend. I think about you when I am working.
Now I am getting genki thinking about you. Want to taste you and fill mw with
your smell. You make me crazy. Send email when you can. ********
Really not sure. Maybe need sex and getting frustrated. You are very pretty.
********
Want you to know I am not wanting you for sex. Can get sex anytime from friends.
Really I like you very much. ********
Are you not online tonight anymore?
Please don't misunderstand.
I like you very much and I think you are the boy friend who I want.
I want to meet with you anytime. ********
Umm...
little time is ok.
Is it possible to wait at preshool after 10min.
May 20, 2010 - Email Messages -
Please wait it might take time. Please wait.
May 22, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko.
Hi. I keep wanting to say many things to you.
Every time we meet and exchange email I am usually drunk.
Now it is early in the morning and I woke up and could not get back to sleep.
Many things are on my mind recently.
I want to say these things to you now when I am not drunk and can think.
I am happy with many things but in many ways I am feeling empty more and more.
I cannot get from Akiko and her family the things I really need.
It becomes more and more sad every day.
Even though I can feel good with you it is difficult to meet.
Many people are around and watching you and me anytime.
Really not sure what to do about this.
I am thinking about you more and more.
Send email when you can.
Howie.
May 23, 2010 - Email Messages -
Now I am in the classroom. Last night I was sleeping half the night in this
room. Was thinking about you again. ********
Ikuko. Hi. I was really really really really happy to see you tonight.
Howie.
May 24, 2010 - Email Messages -
Meet in ten minutes. Please wait if late. See you then.
May 26, 2010 - Email Messages -
Really I should be kissing you now.
May 27, 2010 - Email Messages -
Ikuko.
Hi. I want you to know last night was really important. It was really nice. I am
drunk now. Actually not feeling good. Spent the entire day shopping and really
tired. Send email when you can.
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